27 November 2008

I know most of you have heard about the bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki. It happened during the World War II when U.S. President Franklin Delano Roosevelt swore vengeance for the dreadful Pearl Harbor raid. “Remember Pearl Harbor” was America’s unrelenting cry. Unluckily for Japan, it was also the time they were working on the atomic bomb.

It was December 1941 when the combined Japanese air and naval forces surprisingly attacked the sleeping Pearl Harbor. It was less than four years later when Enola Gay dropped what was later to be the root of the world’s first nuclear strike. It was also the day we entered the Nuclear Age.

I remember watching Pearl Harbor (the 132 million-dollar budget film directed by Michael Bay) and discovering just how fearless and ruthless the Japanese were at that time. Also, I was so convinced that they were the villains in the story and having two of their cities bombed was just a reasonable enough payback. I was wrong. I didn’t exactly know what the real deal was and I was blinded by my feeble presumptions and personal bias. Little did I know, the story didn’t really have a fair ending.

The enlightenment occurred when I visited the wonderful prefecture of Hiroshima. I was looking at the city’s brochures and maps to look for amusing sights to explore. And then, there I saw the boldly printed HIROSHIMA PEACE MEMORIAL MUSEUM. I didn’t think twice but I just pulled my friend’s hand and off we go to a tour that would later change my entire perspective regarding the “things” that happened between U.S. and Japan during the 1940’s. It completely turned my outlook 180 degrees and what was before seemed an appealing ending to me was now a tragedy that I still cannot fully digest.


Walking through each part of the museum was unearthing saddening facts that left me dumbfounded throughout the whole tour. Every glass case contained a horrifying past; every image mirrored a haunting memory.

But what I cannot seem to forget was this huge image of a wristwatch (that stopped exactly the time the bomb exploded) and the short message printed just below it:


A dragonfly flitted in front of me

and stopped on a fence.

I stood up, took my cap in my hands,

and was about to catch the dragonfly

when......”


It was depressing enough just reading it but it was dreadful imagining it. My eyes welled up with tears.

What’s more is that I was able to touch objects that are now surviving bits and pieces, and I was also able to view Hiroshima on the day of the atomic bombing which was just as spine-chilling. Seeing the replica of those people with their dissolved skin, those ashes, and even the imprinted shadow of a man sitting on a porch made my insides jolt. Everything was due to radiation. Everything was due to the atomic bomb.

A-Bomb Dome: A symbol of hope for World Peace

Now, it appears to me that my opening line does not really offer that much clarity in expressing its intensity. By merely describing it as “the bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki,” just like in high school history books, cannot substantiate or give justice to the indescribable horror that actually took place. At least to me, that was the impression.

To those of you who are not familiar with what really happened more than six decades ago, let me give a few facts.

AUGUST 6, 1945 8:16 A.M.
Hiroshima City - The atomic bomb exploded directly over the Shima clinic. The temperature reached 50 million degrees centigrade and flash heat fired miles away, burning skin and vaporizing people. Approximately 80,000 people were instantly killed or severely wounded. Almost 70 percent of the buildings were destroyed. (data from the book, Enola Gay)

Just a mile away from the epicenter, the effects of radiation and tremendous heat were unbearable – skins were burned, imprints were left on the skin as well.

The after-effect was equally disastrous. Black rain poured over Hiroshima, making things become worse than it already was. The effects of radiation were terrible – diseases, scars, etc., people were left damaged forever as they were probably passed on to the next generations. Caused by the bitter history, I’ve even heard sad stories about some Japanese who are against marrying someone from Hiroshima. I strongly resent this mind-set.

AUGUST 8, 1945
Nagasaki City – A plutonium bomb, which was more powerful than the uranium one (the one used for Hiroshima), exploded just above the northwest part of the city. However, there was less damage and fewer casualties.

It was only then that I realized that Japan was not the villain after all. It was also a victim. I regret being so narrow-minded and offensive. I am seeing the whole picture now. The way I considered the war and the attacks was also not quite right. It was not supposed to be looked at as a derby fight between the two nations – that one should retaliate or get even, but as a possible means to an end. The war had to end. It just had to.

And through all of these I made myself vow to be an instrument of peace and I extend all my prayers to the victims, their families, and to each and every one of you who has a vicious war within his/her own heart. We cannot let this happen again.

Yay for world peace!


For those who want to learn more about the Hiroshima Bombing – detailed accounts of the World War II and the after-effect stories, you can these out:

Enola Gay by Gordon Thomas and Max Morgan-Witts

Black Rain by Masuji Ibuse


PEACE,

D

25 November 2008

This song is sick!!! My song-binging isn't complete without this one. I remember the the first time I heard it on the radio --- I had no idea it was Beyonce! It's just that it seemed to me that she's not gonna be singing these kinds of song. It's not her style. I thought Rihanna was the only one who can get away with superb emotionally-powerful music. But yeah, I was surprised and I admit that I can't get enough of it!!!! I just had to listen to it everyday. It has the same effect as Rihanna's "Take A Bow" on me.

So, anyhoo, let's talk about the music video. When I first saw it, I was like "Freakin' Macaroni!" The video was just as equally powerful as the song. I loved it! It made sense and it spoke for itself. The storyline was moving. I was like "Guys should really watch this." hahaha! It's not 'coz I was cheated on or something. I mean, the guys I know, especially my brothers, they're not one of "those guys." It's just that I speak for all the women out there who are in a crappy situation like this.


Now, I wanna share this extremely raise-roofing performance from Beyonce as she sings "
If I Were A Boy" live on Oprah. Enjoy!

24 November 2008

As the communion song comes to an end, this man stood with his back facing me. In stunned disbelief, I stared at him and subtly studied his figure from top to bottom. I realized that it was pathetically bordering on stalker-ish still I couldn’t help myself.


With his hair cut extremely short, his broad shoulders, a military dog tag hanging on his neck, his well-built body, and his confident stance, he reminded me of a man I used to know – a man I used to care about. Now, the memories just keep on coming in…


Our paths first came across in a church as well. Searching for a vacant seat, I instantly thought he was good-looking as we met each other’s eyes. He grinned adorably at me and I smiled back then giggled as I headed to an available seat next to my friend. When the mass ended, he daringly approached me and we had a little chat. Honestly, I was a bit frantic when he asked for my number, thinking if it was for real – if he was for real.


The answers came when he was right there, standing outside my dormitory, with his black motorcycle alongside. He took me to the most riveting food trips and enchanting sights. Together, we enjoyed viewing a vivid lake from the top of a mountain, tearing down the dullness of the night; lounged on an abandoned boat at the pier, merely trading sweet silence and long pleasant conversations; and watched the most extravagant fireworks display, just the two of us standing in the middle of a bridge. Needless to say, I had a blast with him. And this is why I couldn’t seem to forget him.


For a few years, he trained for the army. That made him who he is – a man of strength, determination, and order. I adored him for being so self-assured and I felt secured whenever I’m with him. Sometimes, though, he will act like an overly sensitive little kid and I would hit him for that. Growing up and being close with his mom and his sister, he was also gentle and chivalrous in some ways. I did not love it but it was cute anyway.


But what I cannot understand is how cowardly and lame he is when it comes to dealing with his emotions. He needed time and I offered space for him to mature. At that moment, I just did not have the patience to deal with it. It was effortless for me to let go but it wasn’t necessarily painless. And now, it’s clear to me, sometimes you can fully understand and appreciate the beauty and importance of a thing if you look at it from afar. Like the breathtaking lake and the fireworks, for me, he remains to be a lovely yet distant memory.

21 November 2008


Kyoto is what some people say “the best place on Earth” and being able to stay here for almost a year was quite an unsurpassable chance and experience. As I go out of the dormitory, walking a few steps you will be greeted by a narrow river with flowers blooming on both sides and trees weeping closely to the surface of the water. In spring, the cherry-blossoms; during summer, the brightest flowers and the greenest trees; in fall, the red maple trees; and as winter comes, the snow-covered pine trees come into view. What a serene sight. More like hypnotic. From a crossroad nearby my university, just decide on a direction and you will arrive at a temple or a shrine somewhere. However, these are not just ordinary spots but are considered as “World Heritage Sites.” Yeah, wow. Also, there are 17 of them all-in-all around Kyoto. What can I say? Kyoto is the place to be when you are someone looking for relaxation and a stress-relieving trip.


Kyoto is not only known for its beautiful nature, it also carries a historical legacy as it was established as Japan’s capital under the name “Heian-kyo” in 794 A.D. It may have adopted the most advanced standards of time but until today, the impression of Kyoto as a past capital is still undaunted. As you visit ancient temples, shrines, and various museums, you will witness a unique culture and properties that are testimonials of time.


One hot summer day, I had nothing to do and just thought of dilly-dallying around the city. I walked to the nearest bus stop, got on a random city bus, and bought an ichi-nichi or one-day bus pass. As I ride along, one building caught my attention and this is the Kyoto City Archaeological Museum. I immediately got off at the bus stop in front of it, went inside and thereupon started a very interesting trip.


Traveling To The Past

The museum was opened in November 1979 and its goal is to, needless to say, make known to the people, the important archaeological remains of each period which had been discovered in excavation projects. A wide range of people are able to utilize the facilities. In fact, activities such as lectures, summer school, and training as a curator are being held there.


On the first floor, just at the entrance, is a large glass panel imprinted with a reconstructed picture of Rajomon – the main south gate. The dazzling two storied wooden structure served as the front entrance of the original Heian Capital. Also as you go left to the Current Archaeological News section, you will be informed of the Kyoto City Archaeological Research Institute’s conducted excavations in sites dating from the prehistoric age and continuing to this time. The findings are being exhibited publicly several times a year in the museum. The information section consists of personal computers and image projection equipment in order to present up-to-date information. A video library and history/archaeology quizzes can also be enjoyed.


It is said that there are approximately 700 archaeological sites in Kyoto City. Photographs are displayed to show these sites and remains. To end the first-floor tour route, you head to the Special Exhibition Section wherein displays of research excavations and investigations of buried cultural properties are shown. This corner is considered as one of the most important projects in the museum.

Going up the second floor, you will be welcomed by an island case of the different types of ceramics used in Kyoto during the Heian period. Green-glazed wares, ash-glazed wares, sue wares, Haji wares; smoked Haji wares, Ga wares and a variety of celadon and white porcelain imported from Korea and China are displayed. The 96 examples of bowls, cups, and dishes in display show the changing styles developed from the 9th to the

12th century.


Next to the wide case is an exhibit of a cast site. It was from somewhere around the JR Kyoto Station (the biggest station in Kyoto). From this site, a cast for a mirror, a statue of Buddha and coins were uncovered.


Just behind the case is a huge exhibit that caught my attention. It is the life-sized replica of the Initial Jomon (8,000 - 8,500 years ago) Pit House. It is said to be discovered for the first time in Kyoto. Being a capital from the Heian period, Kyoto has trade articles such as celadon (Yue, Longguan, Tongan, etc). This is an attestation that Kyoto has had foreign contacts. According to history, Japan was the last staging post of the Silk Road which was given proof by the excavated fragment of Persian glass.

Some of the objects in display are free to touch. You can freely handle the fragments of pottery like wares and roof tiles, and Sanukaite andesite which is supposedly the raw material used for making early stone implements.

The wall cases around the gallery exhibits the cultural and social history of Kyoto from the pre-earthenware period through the Edo period. They divided the exhibit into six themes, each illustrating a historical period in the development of the city. These are the: “Kyoto in the Proto-history,” “The Ancient Tomb Age,” “The Nagaoka Period,” “The New Capital in the Heian Period,” “KamakuraMuromachi Period – The Middle Ages,” and “The Prosperity of the Momoyama Culture.”


Last Glance

I am amazed at how history can be revealed by these tiny things. I remember looking at some earthenware and just imagining myself existing in that period. The glazed bowls compared to the smoked wares made me wonder about old Japan’s lifestyle. And it is quite evident that the changing styles of the wares also reflect the change in the daily life in Kyoto. The artifacts reflect the roots of the metal working arts and crafts in Kyoto. To sum it up, I had a blast in this visit. It is exciting to learn about the history of the city I love the most. Truly, Kyoto is not just the perfect spot for nature trips but it is also a precious city carrying on a long history. I would definitely come back to learn more if I can read the pamphlets and books decently.

20 November 2008

I just wanna share some of my thoughts so, yeah, here are my picks for the Perezzies 2008:


Hottest HookupBiggest Breakup
Lindsay Lohan and Sa...Joe Jonas and Taylor...
Favorite JonasBreakout Star of the Year
JoeKaty Perry
Baddest Bad GirlBiggest Scandal
Sienna MillerSluttyiena Miller's ...
Best DressedWorst Dressed
Anne HathawayAubrey O'Day
Hottest HottieCutest Celebuspawn
Chace CrawfordSuri Cruise
Most ImprovedWorst Trainwreck
Britney SpearsAmy Winehouse
Most DVR-worthy SeriesBiggest Box Office Blowout
Gossip GirlThe Dark Knight
Celeb of the Year
Rihanna
Who would you vote for?
Go to PerezHilton.com to vote!
GO VOTE!

08 November 2008

Bitch Mode!

I cannot believe this. You know, it’s just one of those days when you feel a wee bit “bitchy.” When you just want to drag someone down or curse random people under your breath. Certainly, it was neither merely finding an outlet for a mounting stress nor a terrible PMS. So, yeah, it was just “one of those days.”

The simple story goes like this: Last week, my brothers and I went for a quick visit to the mall to look for some carpentry stuff. As we all know, for safety measures, malls assign these security guards by the entrance to inspect people as they go in. I lined up and went for the ladies (w/o bags, etc.) area. I passed through hurriedly but then this lady guard reached out for me and checked my pockets. I snapped at her saying, “Don’t touch me!” It was incredibly nasty that I, myself, was shocked with what I just did. Horrible me! I did not even dare look back at her to see how she may have reacted. It is possible, though, that she glared at me and wished that I may perhaps trip any second. Hahaha!

Whoever you are, Lady Guard: I am deeply sorry. You became the unfortunate victim of “one of those days.”

30 October 2008

One sunny Sunday, just after an early-morning football game, my friends and I decided to check out some surfboards at a nearby mall. So we entered this decent-looking Hawaiian surf shop and looked around if there’s something cool enough for us to purchase. Some of my friends were actually planning to get their own surfboards but since I’m yet to have my surfing lessons, I just went to the skateboard area. I checked out this incredibly hot longboard (I dreamt of having this one ever since I saw Trey* wheeled with one around Laguna Beach, CA), moving to and fro, looking all stupid. Hehe. Anyhoo, I was enjoying the ride when one sales guy/surfer/skaterboy approached me and asked me about my skateboarding experience. The next thing I know, he was asking me extremely personal questions as if he was planning to write me a biography. Haha! But silly me, I replied to him with utmost tolerance like he was a good ol’ friend. After all, he was incredibly easy to converse with and was very friendly towards me. TOO friendly, actually.


We were having this little tête-à-tête while my other friends were at the surfboard section and that’s when I felt uncomfortable. His questions began to alarm me. I excused myself and came over to join my friends. Two of them signed up on the shop’s logbook for them to be updated about the surfboards. So I just stood there, with all of my buds in front of the cashier, waiting to leave any second. Out of the blue, the sales guy walked in front of us and pointed at me saying, “That girl wearing black (which is obviously me) seems like a skilled surfer…” followed by a kinda-hard-to-decline request: “Why don’t you sign up?” I told them that I’m not much of a surfer so I’m not really sure if I’m interested. With that, he jumped beside me and gave me these skateboard blah-blah event fliers and offered me his mobile number just in case I wanted a heads-up. I did not buy it though. He was very insistent but then resorted with the just-give-us-your-number trick (could you be any more obvious?) and I went along with it and wrote down my name (which he repeated as I write) and mobile number. I felt awkward and I knew what he was really up to but I was too damn nice to let it happen. That clever guy! Haha. So anyway, now he’s sending me messages (so unprofessional, eh?) but I’m not replying. Now, who wins?


*A goofy character in the MTV reality series Laguna Beach


xoxo

D

28 October 2008

Okay. So, the day before yesterday, I did some deep thinking. I was actually thinking. You know, weighing the options and looking for possibilities. I also did what my friend would always advise me in moments like this. PROs and CONs.

To give in? Or to give up?

To give in to something that is incredibly wonderful in some aspects but hopeless in oh-so many ways? Or to give up that incredibly wonderful "something" and try out something new? If I try to look at it, it's a lose-lose situation. Either way, I'm gonna be hurt. Either way, someone will end up in an effed-up situation. It's been crazy for me just thinking about this. At first, it really did not matter for I never thought I will care. And all this time I never showed I care. I was unfair, I admit. I was selfish, I think.

Now, going back to the day before yesterday, like I said, I did some deep thinking. The day after, there came an inkling. It's just a simple clue which led me to re-evaluate some matters. Maybe it was not a good enough reason but it sure did make an impression. Was it too early for me to give up? The good times we shared flooded over me as I was sitting on a couch, watching Mana Tancia cook dinner. "He used to cook for me," I told Mana with a wide smile across my face. Yeah, it was nothing extravagant but he has a way of making it seem very special. I thought he was a bit clumsy too, like a little boy, but it was adorable. Sigh. I wish we had more time. Maybe it was not meant to be. Still we tried.

It's just nothing for me, now. At least, nothing really serious. I just enjoy the talks and jokes. We're like two little kids just hanging around, waiting for the other one to grow up. I'm sure I'm still naive. I still got a lot to learn especially with this "thing." haha. But I'm not rushing, just waiting for the right time. And who knows, maybe it'll be someone else who's better or, simply, him.

For now, I'll say goodbye. I'll just let the chips fall into their proper places. It's better that way, right? Here's a song I want to share. It perfectly describes my feelings at this moment. :)



Song lyrics | Almost Lover lyrics


xoxo
D

*I call you a "loser" but you won my heart*

26 July 2008

I read an e-mail from a friend and I couldn't stop laughing. It was just too hilarious that I decided to share the joy to you folks. Anyhoo, here they are:


"Please Keep chair on position & Keep table cleaned after dying. Thanks for your corporation."
I do not wanna comment. This is just too much! lol XD


"If you are stolen, call the police at once."
Hahaha! This is just silly!




"Please Do Not Feed The Fishes With Your Private"
No Way! It will hurt!














"Slip Carefully!"
Can someone teach me how to slip carefully???










20 July 2008

























Ramen, how do I love thee?

15 July 2008




HAPPY BIRTHDAY Little Bro!!!

Stay safe and God Bless! mwah!


xoxo
Ate Queenie


14 July 2008

SKP Goes to Mount Fuji!
July 5 - 6, 2008

THE START...
We began our journey to Japan's "giant" by making a cute little flag the day before the actual climb. We just wanted to have something to hold on to when we reach the top. We made cute doodles and put a lot of color to it just for fun. So, yeah, the morning of July 5th, which is a Friday, I made myself some egg sandwich and made sure everything was in my backpack (including a banana water gun). I even sewed my pants 'coz it has like a little hole on it. BUT, guess what??? By some bringer of misfortune, BAD LUCK does come into my life and ruined a part of my day. I friggin' left my pants! I was supposed to wear it when we get to the actual spot since it was scorching hot that day and I just plan to temporarily wear a light stocking-sort-of pants. Anyhoo, so I was at the train station when I realized that BUT if I try to go back and grab it, I would miss the train so..."Dana, just forget it and have some damn fun!," I said to myself.

Everyone, 76 of us, assembled at Takeda Station and we were asked to join our assigned groups. We had two buses. One bus carries all SKP peeps while the other one seats some SKP students and Japanese peeps. I was in the former bus so, yeah, it was fun 'coz your movements are not limited. With gaijins, you could do almost anything. The ride on the bus was fun. We took several stops for meals and toilet breaks. I get to play around and blab a lot on the bus.


And after hours of blab, laughters, and sleep, we reached our destination: 5th Station of Mt. Fuji. We had dinner and then changed into our climbing outfit. Of course, we took a lot of pictures before the actual climb. haha! So, we then headed uphill and at first, the route was smooth and easy but little did we know that we were just about to start the "real climb."



THE CLIMB...
In the beginning, people were fooling around and talking to one another but as we go further and higher, came silence. haha! Sunset on Mt. Fuji was beautiful. But as the sun goes down, so does our strength. We tried to stay with our groups but most of the time we climbed leisurely, how long or how slow we want it. Of course, we don't want to stress a lot of people. Still, climbing up was fun for me. Especially, when I met a cute 5-year old boy named Satsuki. He was so charming and strong for his age. He was climbing along with older people. Also, I gave that kid his first kiss. Woot! haha!


Then we reached the 6th, 7th, and finally the 8th Station where we are going to take an hour and a half of sleep and be given our breakfast. This was around 11:45pm. We had to start climbing again by 1 am if we want to see the sunrise on top of the mountain. We dealt with some problems but at that moment our goal was to reach the top. Our group left a little late so we were having concerns to whether we will be there on time, etc. Anyhoo, we just kept on going, amidst pain and all those high rocks. I should tell you, climbing is not a joke. It was extremely dangerous. One wrong step might risk your life and the life of others. We were guiding one another all through the journey. And then, SUNRISE came! Everyone was rejoicing, taking photos, videos, and all that. The sunrise was the best I've ever seen. It was sooo wonderful!

THE GOAL !

At the peak, we continued the jubilation. Then, eventually, we were tired and hungry so the mood was a little un-genki up there. The thing that gave back the excitement was the crater. We went and took more pictures. We waved the SKP flag! Woohoo! Also, the view was spectacular up there. The feeling of being on top of Japan, 3,776 metres, was beyond words, baby! haha!
What we did not know was... Going DOWN was sooooooo much harder that climbing up! We assumed since we are descending, the effort to be used would be less. The rocks on the path were loose. The route was steep and curvy. We were slipping here and there. I even hurt my ankle 'coz I couldn't control my speed as I was going down and my foot landed the wrong way. We had to take breaks... like a lot! It was just not how we expected. But hey, we climbed Mt. Fuji so... Who cares now?!? WE MADE IT!!!
The pain, money, long bus rides, lack of sleep, and the torture of going down were all worth it. I am sooo proud of everyone. I reached one of my goals too so... Hooray! Filipino pride on top of Japan!
PS: I brought a Philippine flag (a paper one) as we climbed but it got all torn up as we went further. I'm sooo sorry. But I still tried to do a li'l something-something. Hope you guys appreciate it! ;D
xoxo
D

日本人が変えたほうがいいと思うこと。あるいは維持したほうがいいと思うこと。


日本はユニークな国として知られています。完全に違う文化を経験するし、異なった習慣を発見するために、外人は日本に来ていますね。それは日本に住んでいる日本人とも関係があると思います。というのは、日本人は外人にとって、ユニークな人々だと思っているが、日本人の行動や考え方の違いがたくさんありますから。私にとって、日本は今のままで十分満足だと思うんですけれども、もし提言したら、いくつかの面白いお考えについてお話したいと思います。

もし何か提言できることがあれば、日本のある考え方を変えたほうがいいと思いますが、日本人はすごくやさしいんですね。それはいいところでしょう?しかし、日本人は時々やりすぎだと思います。たとえば、私の個人的な場合は、大学でいっぱいサークルに入って、やっぱり日本人は競争があまり好きではないという気持ちに気づきました。私はスポーツマンですが、スポーツはただお遊びではなく、真剣なものだと思っています。私、どんなゲームでも絶対に負けないと言う気持ちを持っていますけれども、日本人の私の友達はスポーツをするときも、いつも平和的です。でも、フィリピンではスポーツをするとき、攻撃的(こうげきてき)になります。日本人はうまくないということではないんですが、日本人がもっとまじめにスポーツをするのがいいんではありませんか?いつもいつもスポーツはおあそびだけとしてすると、うまくなるのができません。これは私の意見ですが。。。また、日本人は勤勉な国民だそうですが、日本人は仕事をもっと簡単にしたほうがいいんじゃないでしょうか?たとえば、私は家庭教師というバイトをしていて、私の生徒たちは全員会社員で、レッソンのとき、仕事の話になると、かれらはいつも悲しそう顔つきになります。仕事のせいで、大変ストレスを感じていて、残業しなくちゃ、休憩を取られないといういろいろな文句を聞いています。私がこの状態をちょっとかわいそうに思います。たぶん、無理なんですけれども、日本人がもっとレラクスしたほうがいいんじゃありませんか?

しかし、日本人は維持したほうがいいところもあります。たとえば、日本人は本当に心の温かい人ですね。それはよかったです。たとえば、私、問題があれば、日本人の友達はいつも手伝ってくれます。さらに、日本人は創造力があると思います。というのは、日本のテクノロジーやファッションを通じて、日本の思考を表現できて、それはすてきだと思います。

やっぱり日本は悪いところもあれば、いいところもあるということです。でも、私にとって、日本は本当にきれいな国で、すばらしい人々がいて、すごい文化や習慣もあると思います。これで、終わります。


ヴァレンシャ・ダナ
Valencia, Dana

13 July 2008



29 RANDOM THINGS PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW ABOUT YOU.
1.I LOVE eating just about everything! (except natou, squid & crab ('coz I'm allergic to them), and liver or any icky internal organ)
2.My Official Food Intake: Van Houten Cocoa drink (once a day), ramen (2-3x a week), cheesecake (once a week), and cheeseburgers (whenever I feel like it). LOL
3.I'm sorry to all my Japanese & Chinese friends but I dislike TEA.
4.I prefer EGGS instead of chicken.
5.I USED TO not like holding hands with friends or being all touchy-feely but now I'm the complete OPPOSITE! lol
6.I like it when people give me a quick smooch on my head.
7.I worship COUNTRY Music! Yay for the broken roads, 4-wheel drives, heartbreaks, cute daughters, single moms, and the ole' heeyahs!
8.My specialty: Bacon and Eggs! (Sorry to disappoint some people BUT I can't cook)
9.I hate cigarette smoke and I don't like people who smoke (that's a huge turn-off) THOUGH my bestfriend is a smoker. That's just hard for me. hehe
10.My friends think I'm funny in an unintended way. It's like: I would say or do something that I initially think was decent but people find it funny.
11.I am a sucker for sports! I am a true-blue "FUTBOLERA"! I do football, basketball, table tennis, badminton, and even extreme sports such as skateboarding and sports climbing.
12.I love DANCING! "No Dance, No Dana!" I could dance nonstop for hours.
13.Music is a huge part of my life. I have my "song for the day" every single day.
14.I go to Tsutaya weekly and just listen to new songs.
15.I love blabbing. I could talk about anything under the sun.
16.I have my genuine sensitivity. I don't like making people feel left out or out of place. I'm always aware (at least I think I am).
17.I adore KIDS sooooo much! I love playing and meeting kids everywhere. If kidnapping wasn't illegal, I would've stolen thousands of babies and make my "Baby Paradise." LOL!
18.I like singing but I think singing doesn't like me. haha! seriously, I love karaokes. ;p
19.I used to be a math and science GENIUS but I lost my flair as craziness and alcohol came in my life.
20.When I was younger and naive-r, I USED TO have a pretty humongous EGO! lol. I did love mirrors. Narcissism of a greater level.
21.I USED TO have a lot of pride too... ex: I wouldn't ask people for help even though it's killing me, I wouldn't say sorry even if it's my fault and I don't like forgiving people too easily.
22.Some people may not know but I love ART. I used to paint and join contests but now I just doodle on my Japanese books and calligraphy paper. I plan to start charcoal painting again... soon.
23.In relation to #22: A painting of mine, made when I was around 13 years old, was displayed and sold at a museum in the PH.
24.I love entertainment GOSSIP! I have a huge collection of entertainment magazines and tabloids. Also, I check out PerezHilton.com and TMZ.com everyday.
25.I have very HIGH STANDARDS when it comes to men. I could get easily turned-off by simple things. ex: horrible punchlines
26.I think I was able to be "the change I wanted to see." I am contented with what I have and what I can give.
27.My friends think I have a "Star Complex" (in a positive and negative way) and they always make jokes about it. Meaning, I am always in the spotlight (but, really, sometimes it just happens and I'm not even aware of it)
28.I am Catholic and don't question my faith. Jesus rocks!
29.I possess an incredible "soft power." I could just make or break people but usually I treasure everyone I meet.

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12 July 2008


I just LOVE this song. I love how Marie Digby sees all the emotions in every girl's heart. Be it serious or light. Be it hidden or unfolded. Be it about happiness or heartbreak. Everything is just captured. Apart from her "Unfold," this is the song which I can incredibly relate to. I dunno if I'm ready to actually belong to someone though I, for sure, know that I like him and all. It just doesn't feel right. He is really a sweet decent guy... It's just the situation and timing that killed it. But I like what we have right now. Just a wee bit over friendship but not really in that kind of relationship. Being with him, I can just be real. Being with him is fun. I know he's willing to take the risk months before. BUT yeah, it's just me. I just don't want to be someone's girlfriend right now: NO commitment, serious phone calls, someone breathing behind your neck, explanations, and all those complications.


  • Marie Digby - GIRLFRIEND

    You wear, your hair
    like it's your best accessory
    and I don't want to
    ever have to compete with that
    I know, you'd be
    nothing but excessively sweet
    cherish me, sing to me, love me

    but I can't belong
    to anybody else right now
    though it is not much of an excuse
    i can't belong
    to anybody else when I've got
    so much figuring out to do

    I don't want to be a girlfriend
    I don't want to talk about my feelings, yeah
    I don't wanna be some girlfriend
    I don't wanna have to explain
    what I'm thinking

    I go, alone
    to watch stupid romance movies
    and I sit, wishing
    it was your arms wrapped around me and
    I just deny
    that all i want is a piece of you
    but I guess it's true
    don't want to talk on the phone
    don't want attachments, don't wanna
    be your girlfriend..

    I just can't belong
    to anybody else right now
    though it is not much of an excuse
    I can't belong
    to anybody else when I've got
    so much figuring out to do

    I don't wanna be a girlfriend
    i don't wanna talk about
    my feelings, yeah
    i don't wanna be a girlfriend
    i don't wanna have to explain
    what i'm thinking

    is it wrong for me to want you
    just for a day?
    i don't want to be that kind of girl
    but i can't help myself


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24 June 2008

D's Dressing Room Presents:
Nautical Striped Top

Apart from the fact that I have been recently addicted to nautical stuff and my dad's a ship captain, I have to admit that sporting a navy stripe top has been my thing NOW. Especially, here in Japan, though not excessively, you will see young ladies wearing such fashion. And now, I have been bitten by the "stripe top" bug! LOL :) I will show you some photos that may interest you into joining the sailorgirl wagon! ;)

Let's head to the rough seas, ladies!

Photos courtesy of Gap and LuvKlein
xoxo
D

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