This is a song I wrote just before I flew for Japan. Coincidentally, it was my big bro's birthday. Sometimes, when I feel like being all 'senti,' I'd grab my guitar and just sing this song.

WHITE HORSES

when the lights are out
and it's freezing cold
with the stars above
a worn-out heart i hold

all those memories
rushing into me
the pain like the faint waves
like little white horses

oh how i wish
i could have you here by my side
i defy, i deny
all the loneliness
since you've left
i've been sitting here
day by day
night by night and i saw that...

like little white horses
haunting me for eternity
and it's crawling over me that
i'm pleading for my sanity
like little white horses
drifting into the sea
like little white horses
fading you and me

with the darkest sky
and the grayest clouds
rain pourin' over me
while i cry out loud

all those memories
rushing into me, moving on
left waiting, staring
at the fierce waters

i hope all goes well
this is how i'd like it to be
just like little white horses
drifting into the sea

oh i know all will be well
this is how it's meant to be
just like little white horses
fading you and me