i'm runnin out of time

wastin' emotions

fading along with the wall

bein' pulled under

deeper and deeper

still, i'm not tryin at all

yes, i tried to smile

though there's no reason

i try to carry on

but i feel so weak

and i'm on my knees

guess i really need you with me

your last goodbye

played over and over

over and over

wished i'd said the perfect words

it may be my pride

fears that i hide

they don't matter now

i should've said im sorry

should've held you close

tell you that i need you

and what means the most

you are everything to me

and all that matters is

you make me fall in love with you

over and over

over and over i fall

over and over i fail

maybe it's too late to say

that you make me fall over and over

over and over til today... still this day

I just want to share a cute note forwarded by a friend.

The Truth About Girls

• We’re not ashamed to cry.
• We eat a lot for our size.
• We’re never too old for sleepovers.
• It takes an hour to look real good.
• We must go to bathrooms in groups.
• Stilettos may look HOT but they hurt like bitch.
• We love little things.
• Gossip isn’t a sin; it’s an art.
• We’re always right even when things are all wrong.
• Random things can make us cry.
• Period sucks, PERIOD.
• We love compliments.
• Chocolate solves everything so does ice cream!

This is a song I wrote just before I flew for Japan. Coincidentally, it was my big bro's birthday. Sometimes, when I feel like being all 'senti,' I'd grab my guitar and just sing this song.

WHITE HORSES

when the lights are out
and it's freezing cold
with the stars above
a worn-out heart i hold

all those memories
rushing into me
the pain like the faint waves
like little white horses

oh how i wish
i could have you here by my side
i defy, i deny
all the loneliness
since you've left
i've been sitting here
day by day
night by night and i saw that...

like little white horses
haunting me for eternity
and it's crawling over me that
i'm pleading for my sanity
like little white horses
drifting into the sea
like little white horses
fading you and me

with the darkest sky
and the grayest clouds
rain pourin' over me
while i cry out loud

all those memories
rushing into me, moving on
left waiting, staring
at the fierce waters

i hope all goes well
this is how i'd like it to be
just like little white horses
drifting into the sea

oh i know all will be well
this is how it's meant to be
just like little white horses
fading you and me